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" .. i see the couples all walking by, feel like i, dont wanna be alone today..so glad no one can see what i hide, deep inside, how it feels to be.. "


" .. the girl who never gets the right guy, tell me why... when theres so much i've got to give .."


" .. i wake up reaching out in the night, ready to hold him tight, til i realize, that nobody is there.. "


" .. when will it be me? when will i be the one, somebody's dreamin of? whens it gona be? when will i find my heart, lying inside the arms, that never let me go... "


" .. i'd really like to know...when will it be me .. "


" .. my friends seem to have all the love, knocks on their door and walks right in. i know that i am worthy of what i've been wishin for...i cant wait no more .. "


" .. love's nowhere to be found.. "




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Monday, June 05, 2006

HOLY CRAP!

well, it's been nearly a year since i've update this. last time i wrote, i was just a little kid- 17 going on 18, to be exact- excited for my senior year, but the year flew by, faster than any of us could have ever expected, and now im an old 18 years old, with some extensive maturity tucked away under my belt, ready to take on the world =)

ok not really. i honestly cant believe we're all about to part ways. it's been an incredible 4 years with everyone. i'm going to miss you all, more than you will ever know. thanks for all the xanga, and nonxanga memories =)


Wednesday, July 20, 2005

HeYY THURR...
just got back from my AWESOME NYLF medforum at UCLA.
that was definately the absolute best experience of my life. if anyone ever has the opportunity to go to one, GO! it was HiPPO-TASTiC!
anyways, here are some pictures from the trip. CHECK THEM OUT!
i'll try to get my FAMiLY VACATiON pictures up soon, cuz there were definately some good ones!
ok time to read harry potter. LATERR!


Wednesday, June 15, 2005

a little something i wrote last night/early this morning.
already, the bordum of summer vacation is getting to me =/


the world works in strange ways.

day by day, i gather up the pieces, but their fortunes seem to lie an eternity away.

stubbling in a blur of faces that come and go, leaving me here defenseless;
trapped in a labyrinth of an aching paranoia;
lost in an endless sea, scanning the horizon for prayers: for hope.
tears fill my dreams as i lay amist a fog of frustration and disappointment.

i dont want to be fed lies;
i just want the truth.
only then will the questions stop haunting me,
and only then will my sanity finallly regain conciousness.

day by day, i trudge towards the light at the end of the tunnel,
but day by day, the tunnel snickers and extends itself farther.

indeed, the world does work in strange ways.



Tuesday, June 14, 2005

wow it has been such a LONG TiME since i've been here. i barely recognize anything!
ok just kidding. im doing this majorally because the stupid minnesotans refuse to converge to myspace!
anyways, only 5 more days till i come to minnesota! BEWARE! hahaha.
i havnt even started packing yet, which i know is pretty bad, because for certain i am going to leave tons of NECCESSiTiES behind...
oh well, i am too excited! its pretty sad that we have so many of the days planned out already! it rocks that we can finally drive this year michael!
too bad we spend enough time as it is, talking on the fone...now we're finally gonna talk in person again! its been like a YEAR! and i only got to see you for like, 3 HOURS last time, out of ALL THE DAYS i was in minnesota! we are gonna be the absolute COOLEST ROOMATES EVER! :D
and jessica, you WiLL SUCCOMB to peer pressure! trust me, it always works. i'll have you a alcoholic crackhead abercrombie sexmachine within a week! HAH!
well this is how bored i really was. i'll probably blog again later when i get to mike's house or something...BYEE!
countdown -> 5 days 1 hour 18 minutes. WOOT WOOT!

HAVE A GREAT SUMMER EVERYONE!


Tuesday, April 12, 2005

stole this from cammy. i felt like it was time to finally update after 5 months, and this seemed like a good way to break back in...

Ten Songs I Love
1. Kci and JoJo- All My Life
2. ABBA- Fernando // Carpenters- Closer To You
3. Aladdin- A Whole New World // Beauty and the Beast- Tale As Old As Time
4. Emma Rossem- [love me] That's All I Ask of You
5. 98 Degrees- I Do
6. All 4 One- I Swear
7. Nsync- This I Promise You
8. Utada Hikaru- First Love
9. Usher- My Boo
10. Ashanti- Mesmerize ^_~ // Beyonce- Crazy In Love

Nine Foods I Love
1. Sushi
2. Pho Bo
3. McDonald's Apple Pies
4. Tiramisu
5. Milk Duds
6. Chocolate Teddy Grahams
7. Mocha Almond Fudge Ice Cream
8. Pickles
9. Lawry's

Eight Things I'm Looking Forward to for Today
1. well its almost tomorrow, so lets do this for ashita shall we?
2. ADVOCACY // sleeping in
3. nihongo no jugioh
4. math class ^_~
5. Alias
6. RC Practice // PARTAAAAY
7. hanging out afterschool
8. singing in the car :D

Seven Things About My Dexter Jones
(i hope dexter jones is just another way of saying "Mr. Right")
1. VOLLEYBALL
2. SUSHi MAKiNG
3. F L O W E R
4. B A G
5. P O P C O R N
6. ^_~

Six Things I Love about my Life
1. one tree hill and the OC
2. volleyball
3. my friends and all the phone calls :D
4. ice cream
5  my exteeeeeeeended family
6. YOU ^_~

Five Things I Would Do if I Had Nothing To Do
1. watch tv and eat
2. computer nerd status myself
3. rewatch CiNDERELLA STORY ^_~
4. lock myself in the pantry
5. call up my PEEPS!

Four Things I Will Do Before High School Ends
1. learn to be nice and spill more
2. learn to eat and procrastinate less
3. get a life off of the computer and finish learning all of my piano pieces
4. tell everyone i love them

Three Things I'm Looking Forward to After High School
1. hot UCLA/UCSD guys
2. forgetting the cowstench of elk grove
3. finding mr. right [[ JOE DEXTURR ]]

Two Places I Must Visit
1. the library
2. hawaii

One Thing I Like About Myself
1. my wussyness. it makes me unique :D

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